I wish I was at Redeemer. Home isn't where the heart is anymore. I love my mom to death, and I miss her during school... but I don't have anything else keeping me in Cambridge any more. Jessica is like the only friend I'd miss seeing if I left. Well Rob too.. but he'd come visit me anyways.
My days just feel hollow lately. I realize that quitting my job naturally frees up a whole lot of time, but I feel like I'm wasting it. I don't know what I should do instead. I know I'm going to New Brunswick next Saturday for 10 days, and then when I get back it will be August, and time will fly by. So there's no point in getting another job..
anyone need a babysitter? LOL. . . ohhhhh my life.
----
In other news, days go by and I can't wait until I'm in a career that I love to do. It's not working that I hate. I have good work ethic, and I'm a strong, hard, devoted worker... but I don't like working if I hate the job I'm being asked to do. Which is a given. I actually enjoy working at the Redeemer Library for a part time job. It has to be one of the best part time jobs I've ever acquired. Sure beats Moores and Marks Work Wearhouse, and Archibalds.. Maybe I like books better than clothes. haha. I'm so ready to go in to psychology full time. Plus I'm getting a lot more serious with my art.. maybe I'll be able to sell some, one day.
----
Why is it so hard to be open? I have such a problem with talking about my feelings.
I belong where palm trees grow <3
3 comments:
Hey Chelle... girl i feel the exact same way.. like honeslty I do... I wish i was aat school and i love my family but they seem to be the only ones that are keeping me here sometimes... all my friends i used to have here... i still care for htem but it's just different and it kind of sucks but i've changed and we dont' mesh together very well anymore... plus now i have you guys who i have like everythign in common with so it's tough...
I hope i get a job at school thi syear, want to put in a good word for me?? lol
Chelle dont' be scared to talk bout your feelings... it's good to let them out..
and if you ever need to talk or anything u can email me or call me anytime... cuz i'm here for you and i love you and will listen to anything u want to talk bout, vent bout, you know all that friends stuff....so please dont' be afraid cuz i'm here for you and waiting..
love you girl and miss ya
i'm praying for ya
Here are some links that I believe will be interested
Great site loved it alot, will come back and visit again.
»
Post a Comment