I'm home from camp oneida.. and I wish I wasn't.
I wish I was still there with the other amazing leaders that made my week a blast.. as well with those crazy kids that have triple the amount of energy as all the leaders combined.
there's only 2 weeks left till school and I have lots to think about. Not much to do, but lots of thinking..
There's this boy. He's really something special. He likes me a lot, and I might have blown it. We'll have to wait and see. I'm not adding another name to my list of regrets. I could stand back, let him go and wait for a chance with someone else. but why should I hold back and miss out on something special? I only ever asked for a chance. I've been given plenty, I just keep walking away from them. This time I'm going to take it, and see where I land. It might spit me back out, a little more fragile than before. But atleast I can say I've lived.
I can't wait for redeemer. 14 days can change a lot.
We'll see if I return the same, or a little bit changed.
Here's something for the boys:
1 comment:
hey chelle love htat post... that thing at the end is amazing... soo true i hope that my guy does all those things and even more... so do you have someting to tell me? who's this guy?
im' very curious... can't wait to hear from ya i miss ya and can't wait for school 2 more weeks!
miss ya mwah
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