Time changes everything...

Not many of you who read this have known me for many years, but the ones who have known me, will appreciate this post. However, this can also provide some enlightenment to those of you who were only blessed to meet me last year, not 15 years ago. Hope you enjoy. I had a good time thinking about the past and reflecting.
Maybe in another ten years ill look back to this and be like "woah that was twenty years ago.. im gunna die soon." and cry myself to sleep. Maybe. ♥ Here goes nothing......
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10 years ago I :
(1996)
1. got sent to the principals office for picking up snow
2. thought I was going to grow up and be an actress
3. was a spice girl
4. had a crush on the bully at school. i was nice like that.
5. thought my biggest problem in life was having a big nose

5 years ago I:
(1999)
1. had my first boyfriend. that lasted 4 days. haha.
2. got my first computer
3. thought i was the coolest kid on the block.
4. heard the first rumour ever told about me.
5. loved math class.

3 years ago I:
(2003)
1. went on a mission trip to Bolivia
2. got my heart torn out, ripped apart, and trampled on.
3. actually liked highschool, grade 11
4. started to get serious about my music selection. totally punk rawk.
5. went to alberta with my best friend jessica

1 year ago I:
(2005)
1. graduated highschool, and moved to Redeemer
2. saw underoath and the used live
3. finally got the black dye out of my hair, and worked back to au natural
4. missed my chance with two very amazing guys
5. had the hugest most important fight ever with my best friend of 16 years

in the last 6 months I:
1. had the best school year of my life
2. went to Ohio to see Fall Out Boy, All American Rejects, and Hawthorne Heights
3. went to California with ben, jessica, emily, scott and kirstin
4. learned to love myself and to believe in true love
5. was truer to myself than I've ever been before.

This Month I :
1. went skinny dipping
2. celebrated jessika's 19th birthday in style
3. met a great guy
4. missed redeemer
5. worked at camp

yesterday i:
1. felt sick
2. had a huge fight with my mom
3. cried
4. read a book and ate lots of food
5. was thankful for what i've been blessed with

today i:
1. packed for redeemer...some stuff.
2. listened to the goo goo dolls
3. went through all my cds
4. watched some laguna beach previews and interviews for season 3 on mtv
5. got excited that theres only a week till i move some of my stuff in to redeemer

tomorrow i will:
1. miss all my friends. wish i had gone to alicias birthday.
2. pack some more.
3. burn new cds.
4. do some laundry
5. dance like no one's watching.