Tuesday, September 12, 2006

I have a huge problem.
I can't stand being talked about behind my back. And I am my mother's daughter, so I try really hard to please the people around me, and it's important to me to be likeable to those who know me. But when someone tries to boss me around, or dictate my life, thinking they are higher than me, or without even confronting me or talking to me about issues they think need to be dealt with, then I don't know there's even an issue. If they stoop so low to talk about it to other people who know me, and not to me, then I cannot trust them. I can't live with people I don't trust. This is going to have to stop. I clean my own dishes, I put things back in the kitchen after I use them. I have been trying to keep my stuff neat around the house, other than my room-- which by the way is the smallest place I've ever seen, and does not fit everything I own... and I've been keeping a positive attitude and trying to offer to help with things, but things keep getting DONE over and over around the house... like we have clean up on devos night. so why does someone complain if something is messy, and then clean it up themselves, or PROCEED TO DO MY CHORES FOR ME! what the eff is up with that. If you want me to maintain the responsibility I've been given, then let me do the chores I've been assigned. GAH i'm so pissed off.

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