sometimes i just really enjoy having time to myself... alone, at home. just reflecting... reading...writing... drawing. watching a movie.. cleaning even..
i dont think that makes me a bad person.. i think it makes me an only child. it's part of who i am. i need "me" time... but i dont have enough time in this holiday to have significant amounts of me time as well as THEM time..i havent seen anyone from highschool.. and i owe them that much. especially the ones that go to school far away and wont be back again til february- at the time that ill be in california0- so i might not see them til summer. but i just want to sit at home listening to music and drawing today.
so who do i please...myself or others?
i guess we'll find out, won't we?

as tomorrow is new years eve, i hope you have a fantastic time! say goodbye to 2006 and hopefully a warm hello to 2007 (which may end up being better than '06 anyway!)
have fun doing whatever you do on new years- partying, reading a book, watching countdowns on tv, renting movies, seeing old friends, going out to see fireworks, etc..whatever. enjoy it!!!
I'll be with my girls rayna and lindsay, and HOPEFULLY seeing some of the boys as well!
xoxox