I still give up...wayy before I'm supposed to.
I still move on wayyy too quickly.
I get tired of waiting around.
I'm not good at being patient.
I am too controlling of my life.
I get antsy.
I have trouble giving other people the time they need.
I'm self focused all the time.
I over analyze.
I criticize myself, thinking that my flaws are the reason people back away.
I'm afraid that I get attached too quickly and that it scares people.
I have too many distractions causing me to think "Thats a better possibility"
I rush things.
...these I lay at the cross of my redeemer...
I belong where palm trees grow <3
1 comment:
Hey girl I can relate to half these things on this list too its soo hard... and all we can really do is just lay them down at the feet of Jesus... harder said than done tho but we can do it!
So about ur comment on my blog...a www i miss you soo much too and iknow what you mean about the spiritual lull in the summer, its ok that you dont' get to church regularly, but i'm sure that if you can't go oin the morning u can go at night like to COTR... awww i'm going to miss that... but whenever u need motivation send me a text send me a msg, email anyting, or when ur going through something and need to share it or talk to me about it then please you know my number and if i'm not home try the cell... I want us to still be there for each other like we were soo storngly especially spritiually during our time at school, i think we can still do it its just oging to take a little more practice and dedication...
we should set up a time everyweek maybe where we can call each otehr and talk about everything including God and stuff what were sturglging with and be accountability partners through the summer... cuz right now im' trying to be thanfkul for all the blessings in my life and i am but i'm having doubts again about what i wanted to do at my church this summer, i want to have that passion for it again so jsut pray for me and i will pray you can find a church and be able to attend it quite regularly and that you will not fall into a spiritual lull this summer, and that if you do that it will pass quickly and just remembe ri'm always here for you and i love talking to you about these things, so send me an email if you dont' want the rest of the world to see it!
lol... miss ya soo much doll, mwah xoxoxoxo
p.s. how do you get pics on the side of your blogger page???
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