rambling time cuz i dunno if anyone reads this anymore or if they just dont comment, or maybe ive been putting all my good thoughts on facebook and lacking here....
today im at work and my boss feels like she's been lazy so now she is making me sit behind the desk while she does some work...haha. and so i looked at my santa monica webcam [http://www.westland.net/piercam/] and it's raining in california...how sad. oh how i miss that place, you have no idea.
and earlier i was thinking about life and about how i dont think ill ever be ready to be fully done schooling..i'm one of those lifers, who if she could, would stay in school forever. but i dont want to be here when im 30 and everyone else is 18, that'd be weird. so then i wondered if i could ever see myself as a teacher, but i dont really think so. i mean i'd love to teach or mentor or somethin of the sort, but i just like psychology too much...then i was like "Well i could teach psychology" but thats definitely not what i want to do with my career.
and of course ive been looking at hillsong college in australia for the year 2010, to take childrens ministry. but then what would i do with it?
i have this huge craving to learn EVERYTHING .... but no idea how to put it in to practice, or what i want to do with my entire life.

as i am here for 12 and a half hours today, i figure ill at least get in some good prayer time (i pray when im stuck reading call numbers on books...) and maybe some decision making will arise.
i also want to see the world, but that is another matter entirely.

i'm glad God gives me desires and dreams. without passion my life would be dry.